UPDATE

Well, hello :)

Quick little update on whats going on with the blog, i pinky promise i will be posting much more often from now on as i have much more time on my hands to do so and some exciting things coming up.

And a little update on me. As some may know i made the hard decision to drop out of college, as i was extremely unhappy. However, this September i plan to return with a bang to a different college, doing a course that i know i am going to absolutely love (More on this to come)!!

Keep an eye out guys, i have some lovely little things coming up to chat about.

Ciao!

100 Questions That No One Ever Asks Tag

Hey, Guys
I thought I'd jump on the bandwagon because I figured it'd be a fun post :) You're gonna know a lot about me by the end of this post, Enjoy <3

1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?

Closed because If not that would be creepy
2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels?

I think i have done before, yes
3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?

Tucked in
4. Have you stolen a street sign before?

No and why on earth would anyone do that?
5. Do you like to use post-it notes?

Yes I think they come in handy :D
6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?

No because i don't cut them out
7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?

A big bear because I don't like bees at all, at least a bear you could run off while bees are like tiny little ninjas.
8. Do you have freckles?

I have the odd one, but not too many :(
9. Do you always smile for pictures?

Mostly, or pull a face
10. What is your biggest pet peeve?

PEOPLE WHO INTERRUPT ME OH MY GOODNESS ME
11. Do you ever count your steps when you walk?

I used to sometimes on the way home from school
12. Have you peed in the woods?

Nope
13. Have you ever pooped in the woods?

Nope
14. Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?

Yes all the time
15. Do you chew your pens and pencils?

I'm sorry, never let me borrow a pen
16. How many people have you slept with this week?

One, Jordan.
17. What size is your bed?

Double however my duvet is a King because Coziness
18. What is your song of the week?

David Bowie -- Magic Dance (Labyrinth)
19. Is it OK for guys to wear pink?

Yes of course it is
20. Do you still watch cartoons?

Yes, i love spongebob to this day
21. What is your least favorite movie?

The exorcist, I would rather eat worms than watch that film.
22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?

In my own garden because who is going to dig up the garden??
23. What do you drink with dinner?

Vimto usually or coke
24. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?

Barbecue Sauce
25. What is your favorite food?

Paella
26. What movies could you watch over and over again and still love?

Labyrinth, Twilight (and sequels), most Tim Burton films, Tarzan and Fight Club  
27. Last person you kissed/kissed you?

My boyfriend, Jordan
28. Were you ever a boy/girl scout?

Nope
29. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?

Possibly, for breast cancer awareness or similar causes
30. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?

I don't think i have
31. Can you change the oil on a car?

No, I can't even drive yet
32. Ever gotten a speeding ticket?

Repeat 31
33. Ever ran out of gas?

Repeat 31
34. What’s your favorite kind of sandwich?

Turkey or Chicken - Plain. I'm a fussy eater
35. Best thing to eat for breakfast?

Cocopops or Pan au chocolat
36. What is your usual bedtime?

It varied between as early as 8PM to as late as 6AM
37. Are you lazy?

No... *shifty eyes*
38. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?

Witch, every year
39. What is your Chinese astrological sign?

Tiger
40. How many languages can you speak?

I can speak pretty good Spanish and little French.
41. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?

No
42. Which are better: legos or lincoln logs?

Lego
43. Are you stubborn?

Very
44. Who is better: Leno or Letterman?

Who??

45. Ever watch soap operas?

A lot of them - I'm a old lady in disguise
46. Are you afraid of heights?

Very much so :(
47. Do you sing in the car?

Yes
48. Do you sing in the shower?

Not Generally
49. Do you dance in the car?

Nope
50. Ever used a gun?

Nope
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51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

Last year
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?

Nooooo I am a lover of musicals 
53. Is Christmas stressful?

Not reallty
54. Ever eat a pierogi?

I don'y know what that is so I'll say no
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?

None
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

Artist, Doctor, Actress (I don't remember any more)
57. Do you believe in ghosts?

Yes, i do
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

All the time
59. Do you take a vitamin daily?

Yes, multivitamins because i have a low immune system
60. Do you wear slippers?

No
61. Do you wear a bath robe?

Yes
62. What do you wear to bed?

Either shorts and a t-shirt, a t-shirt and underwear, a hoodie and underwear, underwear or a onesie
63. What was your first concert?

Blink 182, the All American Rejects and the Blackout 2011
64. Walmart, Target, or Kmart?

None
65. Nike or Adidas?

Nike
66. Cheetos or Fritos?

Idek
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

Peanuts
68. Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?

No
69. Ever take dance lessons?

Line dancing in year 6 and then i did dance As level
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

Acting, i guess
71. Can you curl your tongue?

Yes, i can also shell
72. Ever won a spelling bee?

No because we don't do it here, plus i used to be terrible at spelling
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

Yes
74. Own any record albums?

If this means Vinyls, no
75. Own a record player?

No
76. Do you regularly burn incense?

Sometimes
77. Ever been in love?

I believe I am
78. Who would you like to see in concert?

All Time Low and Ed Sheeran
79. What was the last concert you saw?

The last act I saw was Arctic Monkeys at Leeds Festival - they were the last act to play and they were amazzzinnggg
80. Hot tea or cold tea?

Hot
81. Tea or coffee?

Tea
82. Sugar cookies or snickerdoodles?

Neither (British)

83. Can you swim well?

No, not very well
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

Yes
85. Are you patient?

Eh yes i guess
86. DJ or band at a wedding?

Band
87. Ever won a contest?

Yes, Karaoke and probably some others but you know, forgetful and such
88. Have you ever had plastic surgery?

No, but i wouldn't rule it out
89. Which are better: black or green olives?

None yuck
90. Can you knit or crochet?

I can knit
91. Best room for a fireplace?

I would love one in my bedroom
92. Do you want to get married?

Yes
93. If married, how long have you been married?

Minus 16 years
94. Who was your high school crush?

I didn't really have any
95. Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?

No.
96. Do you have kids?

No
97. Do you want kids?

Yes
98. What is your favorite color?

Pink at the moment
99. Do you miss anyone right now?

Yes, my boyfriend
100. Who are you going to tag to do this post next?

EVERYONE

Clicking Refresh

Hi, Guys
This is going to be a rather deep blog post (just for the warning before hand)
As anyone who actually looks here has probably noticed, I've decided to make this more of a thoughts blog than what it previously was, because sometimes i feel like venting my feelings and blogger is a place where either a few people will see it or no one at all.
I'm clicking refresh on my life right now.
Looking back on myself, these past few months or even YEARS, have really not been good for me. I've had my problems. I've done some bad things, some things I'm not proud of and had some really dark moments. I've also done some really good things that I would do a million times over again. But overall the past 38 months have not been the best on my part. I've suffered heartbreak, loss, stress and hurt and some of which I've brought upon myself, by being stupid or making mistakes.
This is why I've decided to refresh. I'm not going to say 'New Year, New Me' and all that jazz because it's February and there's nothing that annoys me more than people using a new year as a false 'change' landmark.
What i'm saying is this is a new start for me. From now on I'm going to do things that :

• Make me happy
• Make other people happy
• Help me progress in life

This includes probably one of the biggest decisions I've made yet. I'm making the decision to leave my sixth form college and pursue an apprenticeship, as this seems like the best decision for me right now. The pressure on me for A-levels and college was not what i wanted nor what i needed, therefore I've made the choice to leave. And to tell the truth, I've never been more excited to start something new. I'll update on this in a week or so.

As for myself as a person, I'm not letting anything get me down anymore. I'm changing for the better, and soon people will see that. 

Just an update for you guys so far. I promise i will post more often, and update you guys on things. Stay safe

Ciao!

Festivites

Merry Christmas Everyone! (Although this is being posted on December 27th)
Christmas is a lovely time. Presents, parties and food. What could be better?
This year around the festive period, i spent a while going back and forth to hospital. Nothing to do with me, of course, however my nephew, Dylan, has been rather poorly. Whiston Hospital was struck with a pneumonia epidemic, and the poor little boy was caught in among the frenzy.
This little dude has made me realise the true meaning of Christmas, as cheesy and Cindy-Lou-like that i sound. Dylan is two. He began Christmas day on oxygen, with two little pipes stuck up his nose. Five days prior he'd been the same. However, his little spirits stayed high.
Although being prodded and poked every ten minutes by nurses and doctors, he kept a smile on his face. Playing with Thomas the Tank Engine and Peppa Pig on his little hospital bed, he made my Christmas. His little chuckles and grins as he played so happily. I honestly couldn't ask for any more this Christmas.
As if a Christmas miracle, by the second time we visited on Christmas day, bringing roasts at the ready, Dylan's oxygen had been removed. he was breathing properly and could finally get out of bed. Hopefully my little dude will be able to come home in the next day or so.
I went hope that day with a smile on my face and my hope restored. Christmas isn't about gifts and parties and food. It's about family, making people happy and having that bit of hope in your heart for a brighter day.
This post is possibly going to make people cringe, but i just thought I'd share it with you all:)
Merry Christmas, guys, and make the remainder of 2014 count!

Dear Jess 3/6/19....

REVIEW ON THE 3RD OF JUNE 2019

Dear Future me

This is my personal time capsule. Written on the 9th of September aged 16. 

So, you're 21 now? Wow. You're finally at the age you've looked forward to for so long...

So, I have some questions for you at this time in your life.

Right now, we've just started College. How did we do? Did we pass? University, where did we go? Did we decide on midwifery? I know how bad we are for changing our mind! I'm pretty set on being a midwife at the minute, or a neonatal nurse.
Are you driving? How are mum and dad? How many nieces and nephews do we have? (The count is currently up to six, and one on the way)
Importantly, are you still in touch with Kate, Danny and Anthony? If not, please, get online or pick up the phone and message them. These people have helped you through a shit ton, don't throw that away.
What about Jordan? Are you two still a couple? If so, how's it going? What stage are you at in the relationship? At the minute it's been 17 months, and you're so happy. If not, and man i hope you still are, wow... How did that happen? Have you stayed in touch at least?

Most importantly of all...

Are we happy?

Best wishes

Present me 

9/9/14 

Starting Afresh

Hi guys!

Well, I have no excuses for my absence except I've simply drifted away from blogging in these past few months. 

However, fear not, for i am returning.

A little update on whats going on with me; I've started college! I'm currently studying Health and Social care and Performance at a sixth form college, and I'm loving it! (More posts about this to come!)

Another thing is that my content on this newer blog is not only beauty-and-fitness-based but I've decided I'm going to use blogger as more of a diary now, as well, so expect some new content :)

Well there's a little update guys, I shall return tomorrow with a better and hopefully more organised post!

Ciao!